Thursday, November 09, 2006

what a relief!!

Hi kids, last night was the first night in a very long while I slept peacefully, of course not through the night since you really can't with her. papi called her at 10, she finally showed up at 11 thirty. she was so nice, i remembered the three words her case worker used to describe her before she came here, she is a "liar, manipulator and an instigator" now, i may be getting paranoid but you know with her you just don't know. i could have sworn i heard an guy's voice that woke me up at 3am, all of sudden. i got up and just walked to the kitchen pretending i wanted water. i checked the garage and she never leaves that door closed but it was, so i couldn't see. i went back to the bedroom and i heard her just like she was talking on the phone. probably a half hour later, papi wakes up and says 'what's that?" i told him it was jamilah probably talking on the phone. It was not fisa's snoring. Now, when she first came here she explained a few of "her rules" one of them was she liked blinds closed, room in darkness. one day when he was here, they were out in the front by the windows, i found it odd. then these past few days, she started leaving her window wide open with the curtain to the sides. papi told her that if she was going to do that to leave her door closed because we had the heat on. in the morning the window was not open but unlocked. so...i'll probably never know and now i just don't care!!

i love you all so much and can't wait to just give you all a big hug!!



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